It takes courage to love, but pain through love is the purifying fire which those who love generously know. We all know people who are so much afraid of pain that they shut themselves up like clams in a shell and, giving out nothing, receive nothing and therefore shrink until life is a mere living death.



Every good thing is good because it costs something. Every yes has a no. When you get to 'that place' often it costs more than you thought but it's worth it"



People come into your life and people go. But it’s comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you’re very lucky, a plane ride away.



"If you ain't got nothing, you got nothing to lose." -Bob Dylan



And the song ends here, cause you're really not near. We haven't said a word in over a year. It just gives me hope, like music gives you rope to hold you right here.



The great thing about music is that it can just take you away. We all know that feeling when we here a song that instantly catches our attention.. whether it was because the lyrics being sung were the same as thoughts in our head, or the rhythm was enough to just keep us there.. the feeling is wonderful. Music brings us all together. We’re all singing that chorus, knowing we’re not alone. Music can take us back. It can give us hope. Why does music make us feel so invincible? Because there’s no better escape from life.. we know it.



I watch you from a distance. I remember all of those instances.. when you smile, when you laugh, when you crash, when I'm there to catch you when you fall. And I miss you, and I wish you were here. I stopped breathing when you said you don't care anymore. Tell me that you're doing fine. I still remember every time. And everyone I know will say, that you are always a part of me. And I miss you like you never knew.



"Don't ever let life pass you by" - Incubus



I hope that a little part of you still thinks of me



"I may disagree with what you have to say, but I shall defend, to the death, your right to say it." –Voltaire



The Velveteen Rabbit was about how little kids get one toy that they love more than all the others, and even when its fur has been rubbed off, and it’s gone saggy with bits missing, the little child still thinks it’s the most beautiful toy in the world, and can’t bear to be parted from it. That’s how it works, when people really love each other.



When you're stuck loving someone, all you wanna do is stay away. But, when that person shows even the smallest gesture of affection, all your efforts of moving on go down the drain.



Human kind cannot bare much reality. We keep hoping for the best and we keep being disappointed. Every now and then we stumble on something or someone and hope seems entirely reasonable.”



I have no idea how he knows when I need him. We can go weeks without speaking.
And then, when my blue moods threaten to turn black, he will show up and tell me my moods are
azure, indigo, cerulean, cobalt, periwinkle. And suddenly, the blue will not seem so dark,
more like the color of a noon-bright sky. He brings the sun.



I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell.



I'm in one of those moods that nothing is really wrong in my life, but my brain keeps on insisting that there is. Or maybe it's my heart thats doing the insisting. I can't really tell. You know that feeling?



Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it.
Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just braces yourself and bite your lip.
Sometimes you just have to sever the ties clean off.
Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you.
You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell.
Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.



i don't have a fear of commitment. i have a fear of abandonment. we all screw things up, i screw things up. especially with the people i love. i get needy, i get moody, i get distant, i want to be too close. i get confused, i don't understand all of it. but i keep pushing because i hope in this thing; the universe. there's no way i'm the only bad person out there who wants something this bad. if i want it someone else out there must too.



I am so afraid that I am responsible for my own loneliness.



get dirty. get fucking filthy. get poor. get off your ass. get desprate. get dangerous. get moving. get productive. get pro-active. get started. get your own life. get doing somthing. anything. because before you know it you're 40 with kids, a mortage and responsibilities that cause your fun to come second. so before cancer, before children, before 50 hour work weeks, before back and kneeproblems, before school loans, before you lose your sense of humor.. fight.fight and fuck and run and smile. smile because the older you get the less you will.so yes " quit being such a goddamn pussy. " because bitching and whining and worry never made anything better.



Let’s be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being happy for somebody else.



There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it.. but trust me, there are some loves that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy.. but we all should be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity, someone who never lets go, someone who cherishes you forever.



I miss you even more than I could have believed. And I was prepared to miss you a good deal. So this letter is just really a sequel of pain. It is incredible how essential to me you have become.



Sometimes it takes hundreds of miles and hours of quiet bus rides to make you remember how much you love someone. I can't sleep. And I miss you. And the city and I haven't been breathing the same. It's never easy, regardless of the season.



So I stopped watching, I stopped caring. I lost all interest, and I stopped wearing these plastic smiles. I'll wash my hands clean. I'll forget that you forgot about me. And I'll live the life, the big city feeling, cause it's better than suburban dreaming. Living off the friends that hate you, who talk shit on me. Like I don't know who my real friends are anymore. No, I don't know you anymore.



I guess by now I should know enough about loss to realize that you never really stop missing someone, you just learn to live around the huge gaping hole of their absence.



it seems like a million years ago we dated,
but it wasn't. maybe you`re over it.
maybe it doesn`t mean anything to you anymore.
maybe it never did, but it meant a lot to me.
you meant a lot to me. & you still do.
--THE O.C.



There isn’t a moment of my day that isn’t spent wondering where you are, what you’re doing, how you’re feeling. Even in the quiet of the night, when everything is still and I am nearly asleep, there’s a part of me that is still wondering.



But I should have known this right from the start.. only hope can keep me together. Love can mend your life, but love can break your heart.



"I want to draw something that means something to someone. You know? I want to draw blind faith or a fading summer, or just a moment of clarity. It’s like, when you go and see a really great band, live for the first time and, you know, and nobody’s saying it, but everybody’s thinking it.. we have something to believe in again. I want to draw that feeling, but I can’t. And if I can’t be great at it, then I don’t want to ruin it. It’s too important to me."



I did not cry one time thinking about you today.
This is unusual for me. I know what we are now is what we should be.
I don't know how to fall out of love with you



All human wisdom is summed up in two words - wait and hope.



I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
how wonderful life is while you're in the world



"Many people need desperately to receive this message.. "I feel and think much as you do. Care about many of the things you care about, although most people do not care about them. You are not alone."



Just hear this, and then I'll go..
You gave me more to live for,
more than you'll ever know.



It’s just one of those days when everything is completely wrong, and yet you don’t even know why you’re so depressed. And it’s one of those days when you wish that everyone would just leave you alone and go away. Yeah it’s one of those days when all you need is to be left alone. Yet at the same time you wish someone out there would care.



Believe nothing. Just because a wise man said it, or you read it in a book…words of divine order, or because your mother told you…it doesn’t make it true. Believe only what you yourself can test and judge to be true.



Do you know how much you meant to me? Oh no. Do you know I still carry the memories? Oh no. Did you know that for me letting go wasn’t easy? Oh no, no you don’t



'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars



I started sending you a note on how I hope that you’re happy. I hear you're somewhere in the sand, and how I wish I was an ocean. Maybe then I'd get to see you again.



I'll trade the moon for the sun but this feeling for no one



I admit I miss seeing your face. And being alone is starting to take its toll. I'm cold and it's getting old..



To every kid who has some rant here about superstars, they'll never be who you want them to be.
Spend your time with your family you never know when they won't be there to talk to.
You can always have new heroes but don't make a mistake you'll spend a lifetime regretting.




You had me several years ago when I was still quite naive. Well, you said that we made such a pretty pair and that you would never leave. But you gave away the things you loved, and one of them was me.



I think you gave me something to live for, I think I helped you pass the time...



Can I just say one more thing I'm not going to say there's plenty more fish in the sea, I'm not going to say if you love let her go, and I'm not guna bombard you with cliches, but what I will say it's not the end of the world.



Am I wasting my breathe?
Cause it's still in my mind



“Tell him yes,” she said. “Even if you are dying of fear, even if you are sorry later, because whatever you do, you will be sorry all the rest of your life if you say no. -Love in the Time of Cholera



You just have to go after what you want
And if it doesnt want you back then so be it
It doesnt deserve you anyway



We all want to be loved…to be happy. So why aren’t we? Because we’ve become experts at sabotaging our own happiness. Feeling like victims, when in fact it’s the choices we make, the bad habits, the vices, the inability to show love and compassion. These are the things that tear us down. We’re not victims. We’re assassins when it comes to love and happiness.



Unhappiness is not knowing what we want and killing ourselves to get it.



I’ve thought for a long time that we were going to end up together, so I didn’t really care so much about the when of it. Now, though, the long road is starting to seem like the infinite road.



Simply put, you believe that things or people make you unhappy, but this is not accurate. You make yourself unhappy.



He's my kind of rain, like love from a drunken sky, confetti falling down all night. He's my kind of rain, he's the sunset's shadow, he's like rembrandt's light, he's the history that's made at night, he's my lost companion, he's my dreaming tree, together in this brief eternity. Summer days, winter snow.. he's all things to behold.



The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person. - Chuck Palahniuk



I will sleep another day. I don't really need to anyway. What's the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say? I will breathe in a moment, as long as I keep my distance. I wouldn't want to go messing anything up



Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. - Chuck Palahniuk



I am the sky and you are the sea
You are the one who colours me



If you don’t know what you want, you end up with a lot you don’t - Chuck Palahniuk



Everyone had a forever, but given a choice, this would be mine. The one that began in this moment, in a kiss that took my breath away, then gave it back - leaving me astounded, amazed, and most of all, alive.



You're letting her think you're emotionally available.
You're letting her think she has a chance.
& there is nothing worse in the world than thinking
you have a chance when you really don't.



All the books you started reading, all the boys you started seeing, every half completed sentiment that you always meant to say, get stuck inside a memory, like a miracle unfinished and you only feel like going back to where there's no place to stay.

So, this is the story you made up about who you are. It's a nice one. Too bad it isn't true - House





Yeah that's what my momma told me. And just like those kids, I didn't wanna listen to no one. Yeah there's nothing you can do, there's nothing you can say. And I know how it feels when love goes away.







I wish that everyone was a different color. And when you find the other person that's the same color as you, then you know he's your soul mate. There will be people close to your color along the way, but only one person who's truly the same color.







Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes
I know that waiting is all you can do, sometimes







I just can't keep my hands off of you
you look so small all wrapped up in my arms
I am so in love with you







It's like a quarter to three and I just can't sleep, cause I'm thinking of you, and all those times we cried. Did we really try? Now I'm dreaming in blue. No matter where we say goodbye, I tell you baby, keep your head high. I'll wait for love. I'll wait for you. I'll wait for love. I'll wait, will you? When times are hard, I'll think of you. I'll wait for love.







What I used to be will pass away, and then you'll see
That all I want now is happiness for you and me







I hope that someday
someone will want to hold you for twenty minutes straight
And that’s all they do. They wont pull away, look at your face,
Or even try to kiss you. They just wrap you up in their arms
Without an ounce of selfishness in it







"The sad thing is, you can love someone and still be wrong for them” – Elvis Presley







If you don't think your life is worth more than someone else's, sign your donor card and kill yourself. - House







Also, my eyes look better in rooms with summer color - House







The notion of picking one time of year to be decent to other people is obscene because it’s actually validating the notion of being miserable wretches the rest of the year - House







Cause life shouldn't be random. 'Cause lonely, misanthropic drug addicts should die in bus crashes. And young do-gooders in love that get dragged out of their apartment in the middle of the night should walk away clean. - House







Not everything is completely wrong; even a broken clock is right twice a day.







She told me that it's all a part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right you have to give to take







i'll tell you what the end of the world will be like:
it will be a final moment; both terrible & heartbreaking.
absolute chaos.people running as fast as they ever have, cars filling every road &freeway,phone lines backed up trying to process millions of calls, fingers flying over keyboards, thumbs texting like rapid fire, long lines of people trying to cram themselves into subways & airplanes.
ALL OF THEM trying to tell someone else,"i love you."
it's not the end of the world yet. but DON'T WAIT until then to tell her. the worst thing isn't the end of the world.
it's what you didn't finish; what you didn't say when you had the chance.







Actions do speak louder than words,
but words are the sparks that light the fire







Before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.
-Bob Marley







Dig way down in your heart. You're yearning, yearning for somebody to tell you that life ain't passing you by. I'm trying to tell you it will if you don't even try.







When we’re alone we're all the same as each other







You look back on the memories and think,
"Who was I kidding?"
But in the moment, didn't you have the time of your life?







A paralyzed puppet sits stiff in the window
Grinding his teeth and playing piano
All his songs bleed together in a flatline blur
A broken litany of worthless words
Creating space while your drinks get served
I know it gets on your nerves
Just try to pretend like it's not work







We will wear compassion
We will wear it on our chests
&& sing with love at our throats
Like a child, it's all I know







Everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street and to talk quietly in the library. But no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.







Inside I built a wall. So high around
my heart, I thought it would never fall.
One touch, you brought it down.
The bricks of my defences scattered
on the ground. I swore to me I wasn't gonna
love again. The last time was the last time
I'd let someone in.







We fall like shooting stars and autumn leaves
staying up later than the streetlights,
promising what never could be.
I cant be anything without you
I cant be anything without you by my side.







you are my sweetest downfall
i loved you first







As long as the world is turning and spinning, we're gonna be dizzy and we're gonna make mistakes. - Mel Brooks







You are the music while the music lasts.







Heaven was jealous to merely look fair against you
And all I need now is for this moon to keep light in its desolate skyline for good







"It’s the possibility that keeps us going, not the guarantee"







My head is spinning but
my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have itself a little earthquake







I would stop time to stay with you







There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.







I'm not saying I don't want you;
all I’m saying is...
I don't want to chase after you.







If the wonder's gone when the truth is known, there never was any wonder to begin with - House

I will not wait to love as best as I can. We thought we were young and that there would be time to love well sometime in the future. This is a terrible way to think. It is no way to live, to wait to love.





Well, see what you want to see. You should see it all. Well, take what you want from, you deserve it all. Nine times out of ten our hearts just get dissolved. Well, I want a better place or just a better way to fall. But one time out of ten, everything is perfect for us all. Well, I want a better place or just a better way to fall.





You're the dream that hasn't ended, and I'm still anxious for rest. Your words they seem to hang above my head. You're the bud before the flower, unfurls into full bloom. Captivating beauty, but it maybe all too soon. You're the song that writes a story, but leaves a lot to read. The closest thing to perfect, but the farthest thing from me.





If you give this one more shot, I'll make it up in every way. I'll call you twice a day and drive you to the airport just so I can watch you leave... even if you're leaving me.





This world isn't easy, don't try to understand it. You're allowed to keep what you want inside, and it's okay not to be easy to read. Cause the people that love you the most will love you so much more than those things.





Sometimes all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end and the more you worry about it, the longer it's going to take for things to end perfectly, just the way they should.





Don't settle for anything less than someone who loves you. Don't love when you're lonely, love when you're ready. Don't think that it happens all the time, either. Holding hands while walking down a high school hallway isn't love. Real love is hard to come by, but it comes. Maybe not for a while, but it shows up at some point. All of us are loved, but sometimes that person you want isn't in your life yet. Don't worry. They will be. Stop waiting for it.
But most of all, don't forget this. Don't forget that you deserve love, and nothing less. Never anything less.





I've learned a lot this year. I learned that things don't always turn out the way you planned or the way you think they should, and I've learned that there are things that go wrong that don't always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I've learned that some broken things stay broken, and I've learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones.





People think that if you love somebody
hard enough, then everything is just going to work out.
Well , people are wrong.
- One Tree Hill





You're the boy my friends will always know as,
'the one she talked about constantly'





And the secret is, this will hurt less and less each time until you can’t feel a thing.
-Chuck Palahniuk





"The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past less than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be."





I don't know where I crossed the line, was it something that I said? Or didn't say this time? And I don't know if it's me or you, but I can see the skies are changing in all the shades of blue and I don't know which way it's gonna go.





Losing your first real love, it’s like waking up from an overdose and realizing that you’re still alive.





Each night I put my head to my pillow. I try to tell myself I’m strong because I’ve gone one more day without you





You were loved. Always. We did what was best





If it’s real, if it’s true love, then it’ll always be there. You can pretend it’s gone and even try to move on but that love is still there in the depths of your mind. Sometimes a single object or a song triggers it all and you’re right back where you started in the arms of the one you love.





Listen, kid. Love is the only chance for happiness you’ll ever get in this life. And if you’re going to let a little thing like rejection stand in your way, baby, you might as well stay right there on the ground because people are going to be walking over you for the rest of your life.





Men hate to cry. They rarely ever do. But when a man cries over you, you know he loves you. Men only cry when they lost something or are afraid of losing something that they love as much or more than themselves.





She waits for the phone call, the one where he says he made the biggest mistake of his life by letting her go and that he wants to be with her again, even though she knows it’ll never come.





Just enjoy yourself and enjoy life and let him come to you.





Enjoy your relationship. Enjoy the time you spend together. Do it without worrying about the "what if's" and the "what about's."





I loved him. He needed time to think and that was ok- he was worth waiting for... and waiting for... and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited away my life for an answer he had already given me: If he loved me back, I would not have had to wait.





I can't say 'screw him' to the guy that I have come the closest to being fully in love with. I still would do anything for him and it sucks because I know he wouldn't do the same for me. That hurts more than anything, but I just can't stop loving him, believe me I've tried.





"A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to
keep the woman he loves. If he's not calling you to tell you
he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because
he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person...
If he's not doing any of that, he may love you,
he may miss you, but ultimately he's just not that into you.
Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you."
- He's Just Not That Into You






You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all
the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions
you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.
- Nicholas Sparks





And the question is..Was I more alive then that I am now? I happily have to disagree. I laugh more often now, I cry more often now. I am more me.





You made me who I am and remind me of who I'm not.





Everyday for the rest of my life I will search for moments full of you.





It's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar. That's the way it feels when I see him touching her. It's like falling face-first into a bed of broken glass.
-The Spill Canvas





and its still out of my reach
and you're still all of the things that i want in my life





And you, maybe you'll remember me,
What i gave is yours to keep.





The worst isn't when you are in love with someone who doesn't love you back,
the worst is when you are in love with somebody who used to love you.





It hasn't been a long time, and we haven't been talking late into the night or even hung out enough times that I
can't count on my fingers. But we've talked enough for me to know I want to pursue this. You make me smile, and for
now that's enough.





"i really just want to give up, and go under the covers in my bed, then wake up and you be there,with everything back to the way it was."





And sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me.
And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world





You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you, and I probably will love you for a very
long time. But I just can't be your buddy. As much as I enjoy the concept of being
"just friends," in reality- it's a bizarre form of torture, and I'm just not willing to participate.
So right now- what I want to do is just move and get over you and the only way for me
to do that is to not be around you anymore.





I miss him. All the time I miss him.
It’s not waves, it’s constant.
All the time





I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life.





"I think I thought so much about losing you, that I never really had you. You spend so much time, you spend so much time, when you think you've got all the time in the world.





You taught me how to love, and for as long as I live that's how I'll remember you





"i don't believe that old cliché' "good things come to those who wait." i believe that good things come to those who want something so bad, they can't sit still."
- ashton kutcher





"You are . . . well, not exactly the love of my life, because I expect to love you for much longer than that. The love of my existence





It was the first time I ever loved someone. Love is love, no matter how old you are, and I knew that if i gave you enough time you'd come back to me.





Nothing else existed
until I saw you. Then everything changed.
I fell in love with you
And to think I no longer believed I could.
- V for Vendetta





With my fingertips, I trace on your bare skin all of the things I'd like to say but cannot speak. You mean everything. There not quite words enough, to tell you all the things that you've become for me.

And there's only four seasons, but even the best of us fall. She says hold me up darling, because I can't see straight. Been drinking again and staying up late. Hope you understand that it's just that time of year. And there's only four seasons, but these feelings are always here.





This is how it works, you're young until you're not, you love until you don't, you try until you can't, you laugh until you cry, you cry until you laugh and everyone must breathe until their dying breath. No, this is how it works. You peer inside yourself, you take the things you like and try to love the things you took and then you take that love you made and stick it into someone else's heart, pumping someone else's blood and walking arm in arm. You hope it don't get harmed, but even if it does, you'll just do it all again.





When you hear this chorus, do you miss the way the world was spinning for us? Do you hurt the way that I do? After all this time, you leave me broken. This song is every word I've left unspoken.





She sits beside me, real close, and for about the thousandth time, I'm amazed at how she makes me feel.
As inconspicuously as possible, I slide my arm around her waist, put my mouth against her ear. "I don't ever want to lose you."





" I read somewhere that if you think you're going to cry, you can recite the color of things to make it stop. green tree. red windmill. blue sky. blue jeans. blue eyes. i wanted to tell him. i wanted to tell him all of it, but that was crazy, wasn't it? i mean, i just met him. so what did i do? i asked him to tell me something. the amazing thing was that he did and when he looked at me, i felt not the rush of yesterday, when it seemed like the whole world was awake and alive and singing, but something else. something big and profound and bottomless. something that answered another question, one that i wasn't even aware that i had asked. standing there next to an overgrown mini-golf course in the middle of the woods in North Carolina, i heard an answer. and that answer was yes."





You can make or break my day with a single word.
You can make me angry or sad, but whatever you say, you make me feel something.
And that scares me





I'm doing fine. Just sometimes I think of you. Like when I roll over and you're not there. Or a stranger's hand brushes mine. Or a fleeting memory photographed in my mind pops up. Those are the worst. That's when I can smell you, feel you. It's crippling really. But I'm fine





I love books, by the way, way more than movies. Movies tell you what to think. A good book lets you choose a few thoughts for yourself. Movies show you the pink house. A good book tells you there's a pink house and lets you paint some of the finishing touches, maybe choose the roof style, park your own car out front. My imagination has always topped anything a movie could come up with.





I can't explain what I'm going through, but I would turn away the world tonight just so that I could be with you.





You have no right to say a single word about me,
my choices, or my past. Cause you weren’t there.
You didn’t get your heart broken.
You didn’t watch him bounce right back.





Everyone has a love that they can't forget. For me, it was him. I wasn't going to sit there and quote poetry, or even doodle his name in hearts on all my papers. I simply accepted that things could not be and moved on. But there is always a constant wonder in the back of my mind that wonders if he ever thinks of me like I think of him.





I think when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever. But sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn't really there.
-- Johnny Depp





"Forever has no meaning when you're living in the moment. I wasn't ready for that moment to end."
— Ellen Hopkins ; Impulse





You want to know what living life to the fullest actually is? It's waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It's knowing you always deserve to laugh. It's doing what feels right no matter what. It's doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It's about being yourself, because no one can tell you you're doing it wrong.





Do not worry about tomorrow
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of it's own.
- Matthew 6:34





Someone always walks away while someone's still holding on





I saw you walking by today. Your hair was longer and you might have been a little taller. But it was still you, and you still smiled at me, and I still couldn't speak.





You only love him because you fear he's the only one that will ever love you.





I said: Why? Did I do something wrong? Is there something wrong? Is there someone else? When did you stop loving me? In what precise moment? In what room? What city?





It's times like these when all I really want to do is put on your favorite t-shirt, curl up in a ball and sleep to dry these tears. Never in my life did I think that I would need someone so much.





Fate. It's what people invent to explain what they can't understand. If you think someone is the one, you tell yourself it was meant to happen. And if it breaks your heart, you tell yourself it wasn't meant to be. I've spent ten years trying to find a man who knows where I am in a room the moment he steps inside, without having to look. But that hasn't happened. I can admit the truth to myself - that I've got lousy luck at finding love - or I can tell myself that I haven't crossed paths with my soul mate yet. It's always easier to be a victim than a failure.





All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right. I'm tripping on words, you've got my head spinning. I don't know where to go from here. Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to prove. And it's you and me and all other people, and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.





And it will change in time
And we'll feel more alive
Cause protection's like a wheel, and the way you sometimes feel
Can make you think that you might even be the worst person you'll ever meet
But it's alright, cause we got each other
Cause we got each other, cause we got each other





You can't walk away and try to claim that none of this was real
Sometimes autumn is confusing and I know exactly how you feel





When the fuel runs low who cares if we're getting high
It's not the things you know but the things that you deny





And I cut my skin and I start to bleed
I do it all over again 'cause it don't hurt like it hurts when you leave





It's not the same here anymore
Please come home
Since you've been gone nobody talks about the world





I've accepted that we can't be but I've also accepted that you're going to be that one person I carry with me for the rest of my life, the one who is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots. No matter how happy I am otherwise and no matter how long it's been. The one I will always wish had secretly asked me to the dance even though I'm happier with the guy that did. Do you realize how incredibly difficult it is to accept both those things at once?





Everyone here knows everyone here is thinking about somebody else. It's best if we all keep it under our heads. I couldn't tell if anyone here was feeling the way I do. But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how to get it back to good.





"When you're a kid, it's Halloween candy. You hide it from your parents and you eat it until you get sick. In college, it's the heavy combo of youth, tequila and well... you know. As a surgeon, you take as much of the good as you can get because it doesn't come around nearly as often as it should. Because good things aren't always what they seem. Too much of anything, even love, is not always a good thing."





I know the distance is a factor but I stretch as often as I can. My goal is to reach your hands any day now. Please don't blame me for trying to fix this one last time. I have a hard time as it is because I miss you, love